{"id":1513,"date":"2012-07-25T10:22:09","date_gmt":"2012-07-25T15:22:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/collectiveinquiry.com\/?p=1513"},"modified":"2012-07-25T10:22:09","modified_gmt":"2012-07-25T15:22:09","slug":"regret","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/collectiveinquiry.com\/?p=1513","title":{"rendered":"Regret"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have always tried to look back on my past and consciously not feel any regret. This is not to say that I have lived my life perfectly — It is because I know for a fact that I cannot go back and change things. Thus, feelings of regret would only serve to make me feel negatively over something I no longer have control over.<\/p>\n

Theoretically, I try to live by this rule: Do not regret, because at the time it is what you wanted to do.<\/p>\n

In this past week, I have had additional thoughts on regret in regards to future decisions rather than past ones.\u00a0 I realized that merely the idea <\/em>that I would regret not taking an opportunity is significant in influencing my life decisions.<\/p>\n

This realization strikes me as possibly contradictory to my previous \u201crule.\u201d \u00a0While I say that I do not allow myself to regret, I am now face the task of making a decision and attempting to yield the lowest amount of regret. It puts a special weight on decision making, because I cannot predict anything that will happen tomorrow. \u00a0I can only take what I know of my past and present and make a best estimate (better known as taking a risk).<\/p>\n

Let me give some background—A few days ago I was offered a job in a big city far from home that would add rich\u00a0experience, opportunity to help others, and a chance for an adventure. \u00a0After months of job searching (and self-searching), I have landed on a path that seemed to offer exactly what I was looking for.<\/p>\n

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View from a coffee shop in the city.<\/p><\/div>\n

So why, amidst the excitement, did I feel so anxious? This is what I wanted, wasn\u2019t it?<\/p>\n

I decided that the only way to work through things would be to draw out plans and work on logistics to see if I could make this move a reality. As I gained support and encouragement from friends and family and moved further in the process, all signs pointed to the decision to leave behind my hometown and start somewhere new. It\u2019s surprising how your direction of life can change in such a short amount of time.<\/p>\n

Interestingly enough, what ultimately made my decision was that I knew if I passed it by I would have a long stack of regrets keeping me company at home. \u00a0As I delved more into making things a reality, I became painfully aware that staying here now wouldn\u2019t have the same appeal as it did before. Knowing that I had that chance and that I turned that chance down has a powerful impact, even with the very real prospect that moving will bring about many (but very different) difficult challenges.<\/p>\n

I hated the thought that I would let something so great pass me by because of fears of making mistakes, loneliness, or leaving my comfort zone and support group.\u00a0 As a therapist I have often challenged my clients who feel stuck to think of a time they were in a similar situation and were able to surpass it. I had to dig deep and remind myself that I have faced tough experiences in the past and that I am capable of tackling new ones.<\/p>\n

And so, I accepted the position. Do I still reserve the right to feel sadness and bittersweet emotions? Absolutely. Change is necessary, but comes with growing pains.<\/p>\n

Now that I have committed to this path, I also vow to not have (or more realistically\u2026 not to wallow in) any regrets. All I can do is move forward and continue making choices true to myself.\u00a0 In two weeks when I wake up in another city, I may have a different perspective. \u00a0But for now, I am happy to share that a new chapter in my life has already begun. I look forward to the journey and what new thoughts it will bring to Collective Inquiry!<\/p>\n

What are your thoughts on regret?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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